whose heart are you looking into?

so . . .

WHOSE HEART IS IT THAT YOU'RE LOOKING INTO IN THIS BLOG ?

it's me.
a girl named CLARISSA TRACY PRISCILLA.

some say i'm wise.
some say i'm dumb.
i'll declare a peace, and ADMIT, that i'm both . .
it just depends on when you see me.

i was born almost 19 years ago. in palembang. i grew up in north jakarta and moved to colorado, USA. then, i got back here to jakarta, indonesia. i've been in situations where i feel like i've conquered the world and also been in some where i feel like i'm just a down-and-out loser.

i'm thankful for the tears and pain that has been blessed unto me . . because they make me who i am today.

i love to eat. i just do. i hate myself for this fact, but again, i DO.
anything with cheese drives me crazy :)

i laugh at myself. i think my stupidity is part of my charm**.
however, i DON'T PLAY STUPID. n those who do, get on my damn nerves ;\

i love surprises *well the good ones, i do .

i am BATAKNESE. n PROUD of it.

i eat chocolate only when i'm in the mood for it .

i already know who i am and the judgements that have been made are their insecurities.

i give myself the UTMOST RESPECT .

i've been to hell and back and now i'm ready to wish on my stars.

i make mistakes and i acknowledge them.

i care too much and fall too hard but it's all worth it because regardless of the trauma, my garden is still blooming.

i speak everytime i stand so i am not forgotten.

i have already accomplished what you thought i never would. i did it all on my own & i'll be damned if anyone tries to take it from me.

i'm something profound and when i speak, the gates of heaven open up so my angels can listen to my words, that turn silver to gold.

i am just wonderfully chaotic.

and take your time, you'll learn to love me .

peace,
clarissatracypriscilla .